Five Foot Two, Eyes of Blue

Where will I be emotionally?
Will I be okay?
Will I finish what needs to be done or will I be agonizing over the late deadlines?
Will I be proud or satisfied or angry that the past week may have jeopardized one of my last chances at special recognition for my GPA?
Where will I be physically?
I don't know.
I just... don't know. 
I need a hug.
All the chocolate in the world can't fix this.

Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: "I'm Not Alright" Sanctus Real

Tuesday: Take-Home Exam due.
Wednesday: Planned out my honors thesis, top topic priorities, and arranged the meeting schedule
Thursday (today): 7 page paper due
Friday: 10 page paper due
Monday: give 1 hour presentation
Tuesday: 10 page paper due
Wednesday: 15 page paper due

It can be spring break now?

Current Location: library
Current Mood: overwhelmed
Current Music: "Confessions of a Teenage Girl" Bonnie McKee

Below is part of an e-mail I just wrote to Fred as an example of what my day's been like so far- it doesn't even go into the rest of the week.

My final paper proposal is in for my Gender & World Religions class, my research for my Death & Dying paper is ordered from other libraries and on its way here, I'm also done with the abstract for my final paper for my Religion, Ritual & Symbol class, and tomorrow I find out my grade for the 3rd Economic & Social Justice paper.  I picked up your mom's medicine after class today and Kelly's going to come by tomorrow and mail it out.  I "found" another glass shard from the tea bottle incident a few weeks ago but thankfully it was too big to be a sliver and my finger didn't bleed that much.  Went to the dermatologist today and I now have a nice blister on my right hand between my thumb and index finger.  It mostly bothers me because I really need to lift some weights before bed tonight (spent too much time on my paper proposal to do it during the day) and I'm worried about gripping the dumbbells.  Mostly I'm worried that I'll use that and my tiredness as an excuse not to do anything at all except go to sleep after I get off work at 9.  And yes, I need sleep and I have work at 8 am tomorrow but I need to work out even more and not just because it'll help me sleep and stay healthy and make me feel better.  On that note, the student in Townhomes does NOT have staph, but there was a "suspicious" package at the train station today so some of the streets around the station were closed and we were all e-mailed notices about it.  The incident has officially "concluded" after quite a few hours of helicopters overhead and the streets are open again but now the trains are behind schedule going into rush hour. 

Current Location: library, work
Current Mood: working
Current Music: Hinder "Get Stoned" -I have NO idea why